Tuesday, August 11, 2009
So much on my mind lately, so little people I can confide in. I think I'm losing myself already. Slipping into the depths of depression and anxiety attacks. ..yet. Okay, MAINLY the first two la, huh? XD THINGS I NEED TO START DISCIPLINING MYSELF TO DO
Not to worry, I still havn't completely lost myself
Anyway. THINGS I NEED TO QUIT
Anyway, I need to start appreciating my guy friends more. People like Slutboy Andy and Chong En has never failed me man. Female friends are just too unpredictable. Maybe I'm just too emotionally fragile.
Once I get emotionally attached to a friend, THAT'S IT, I'm gna bug you everyday ahaah, not everybody can accept that it seems :/
why am I this way?
Perhaps it's because I don't have a family
A dad that is forever with his girlfriend
A mom long gone since I was young
A house that is empty half the time
I'm living exactly like a single guy in an empty apartment
Far too envious am I for a complete and functional family
Don't know why fate and destiny decided to use my life as a satire
Definately Not funny.
A girl once said to me after hearing my sorry tale.
"Don't worry, we'll be your family."
I learnt a lesson after that.
Take everything you say with a pinch of salt.
There's no happily ever afters in this world.
You'll just get disappointed.
It's just how much disappointment you'll get in the course of your life.
Thomas@10:47 PM
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