Life's Consequences

Sunday, August 31, 2008

The beginning of a new Journey

Camp Iron-Man was intense, grueling and exhausting.

But it was shoik.

Haha.

Uncertainty and new responsibilities await us

..Let's see how we overcome it.

Thomas@7:50 PM
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Monday, August 25, 2008

Three papers down, two to go.

I like the way your hair flows with the wind when you walk pass.

I like the way your eye gleams with radiance when you talk to someone.

I like the way you smile so sweetly when you feel happy.

I like the way you become so ecstatic when you get excited.

I like the way you sit so gracefully that it puts social etiquettes to shame.

But...

I can't do anything.

hahahahah

Oh well...

Guess I'll only have you in my dreams.

On a side note, I really should be studying now....

Thomas@9:52 PM
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

I woke up drenched in exhaustion.

Fuck la.

Damn sleepy can.

7am

that's a new record.

It's my first paper today.

Went to school, can't remember much, the morning was quite blurry. Yes, very blurry indeed, apart from random people passing by me, I only remembered Isaac randomly shouting "Yippee Kaya Mother Fucker!" at me.

hahahahha

This is like being inebriated, except with lethargy instead of alcohol.

I told myself

Thomas is king

I read my notes for a grand total of fifteen minutes before I watched TV till the sun rose, and subsequently fell asleep somewhere in between.

Yeah, I'm such an arrogant fuck. I can already feel God choking on vehemence at the sight of me.

God choking because of me eh? Quite a thought.

I sat for the paper and knew I was doomed, I didn't understand half the gibberish was written there.

Thankfully

Quick memorization of certain questions during that fifteen minutes last night allowed me to get enough marks to pass.

God, why the hell are you feeding my ego. Screw me over already.

Ok ok.

So, I finished early, and walked out with Isaac to chill.

I thought I told myself "I've gotten over her, every thing's going to be alright, I'm not being controlled by my emotion" yada yada the nonsense goes on.

Thomas, wake up you dip shit.

You've gotten over nothing, you're still hung over your tails at the sight of her.

GAAAAAHHHH I hate myself.

Thomas@7:09 PM
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Monday, August 18, 2008

Chocolate cakes are the best.

Went to celebrate yong kuang's birthday on Friday @ newyork newyork.

Honestly speaking, I expected newyork newyork to be horrendously overpriced, but it's pricing is actually relatively quite okay.

Ordered the brats sausage wrapped with bacon and cheese... which is really damn sinful hoohooooo. Their coke floats are gigantic too.

Hmm.. Known YK for half a year now... Alright guy, save for the speech impairment =X
Happy birthday boy, don't let your competitive nature get the better of you.

Birthday boy would be the most well dressed fucker here =/

Went to to torture my liver with Mr. Birthday Boy that night.

I can finally control
Thomas: 1 Alcohol: 0

Woohooo.

Still splurted out nonsense though. Fuck

Had only a few hours of sleep before I rushed to school and attended the senior's interview.

HAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHA
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

Seriously. what the hell?

You're ushered into a room, where you sit on a single chair geographically positioned right at the center.

Then there's this table in front of you.

Six. I'm not joking. Six Seniors stare at you like ravenous wolves.

Jesus christ

If that wasn't enough, you have our friendly neighborhood vice president maneuvering a giant video camera.

Seniors: 1 Juniors: 0

Yeaah.

Oh well.

I believed in what I said, and I expressed it quite alright. So... It's over (:

Oh yeah

Jia Ming, you're horrendous.

You've got me hooked to butterfly so much that I didn't really touch the books throughout the weekend.

Thomas@4:11 PM
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I've thought it over.

If I want to be liked, I must be worth liking, right?

So yeah.

If you're reading this, I want to say, I still like you a lot, but I don't want to do anything to hurt our friendship.

So, the crying and whining will stop. I promise.

But I won't stop chasing you (:

Thomas@8:05 PM
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I met an angel yesterday.
But she broke my heart again.

"天使.. 天使.. 为什么?"

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My senior asked.
"What is valued living?"
People answered
"Doing their best in everything."
But deep down, I knew valued living would be being together with you.

Thomas@11:31 AM
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Monday, August 11, 2008

我每一天越来越爱你
但是越爱越难过
为什么呢?

Thomas@10:41 AM
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Saturday, August 9, 2008

National Day... Very very rainy today.

It's as if the sky is crying with me.

Thomas@8:27 PM
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Friday, August 8, 2008

Everything ended.

Thomas@10:26 PM
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Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Today marks the end of our ECPJ once and for all (:
The presentation went quite smoothly despite a small hiccup here and there.. haha, I think the teacher was quite satisfied! So yeah, A good grade wouldn't be a problem =)

I think that right, I've been really sulking for no reason nowadays. Last thing I want is to be EMO, I mean, rule #1 I keep telling myself every damn day, " If you want to be liked, be someone worth liking".

So... MAJOR appreciation to my silly sister val val (: You really cheered me on! My bubble-tea pledge shall always be there ! =)

Thomas@1:38 AM
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Sunday, August 3, 2008

Sometimes I wonder if life is really worth it,
then I look at your smile and I know it is.

Glenn, Isaac, Jackson and I cramped inside this corner of the children section of Sengkang Library for 8 hours today. Little kids ran across us and our laptops as we did our report and presentation slides.

I've thought it over.
I don't know whether you'll accept me or not.
But it's really your choice, and I only want you to be happy.

For now, if there's anything I'm doing that makes you feel uncomfortable, just tell me.
Otherwise, I want to be there for you, to share your joy and to comfort you in times of sadness.
Just as good friends.

Is that okay? (:

Thomas@10:39 PM
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Saturday, August 2, 2008

It started out as a feeling

Which then grew into a hope

Yesterday Night - Project Meet

(12:34 AM) isaac-: meet @ sengkang @ 1030 am

(12:36 AM) Thomas: settled

Today Morning
10:30 AM
Phone call from Glenn - "ugh.... still... sleeping..."
Me - "ugh... me... to..."

11.00 AM
Phone call from Glenn - "hey.. wake.. up.."
Me - "Ugh... is isaac awake."
Glenn - "No"
Me - " 5 more minutes"

11.30AM
Phone from Glenn - "I'm here."
Me - "I'll go bath"

12.00PM

ISAAC: I JUST WOKE UP

Haha.. Ended up reaching Seletar Country Club at 1.30 p.m.
I went for a quick work out at the gym while they started swimming first, then joined then half an hour later. Only swam for like.. 10 minutes before they wanted to leave ):

Managed to start on the report and power point slides, a long with the finishing touches of the project itself. Haha...

Got dragged to the festival of praise by Jackson (He paid $21 for the Cab! Damn sad).
Left halfway to grab some Subway cause Isaac was starving to death.

All of us ordered Meatball marinara + Ice lemon tea = Enjoy like mad!

Haha.. Tired.. still must meet for project tomorrow! Haiixxxxzzxzxz

I felt really reckless.
Then you replied.
It just made my day.
I meant every word I said.
(:

Thomas@11:50 PM
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Friday, August 1, 2008

Spot the handsome devil (Hint: 2nd from the left)

Busy week man, BUSY WEEK! Have to hand up a major project next Monday, so been spending the week coding DAY and NIGHT and even in my SLEEP! But...

I hereby announce the completion of the E-Commerce Project! =)

Went to visit Hitesh at the Hospital yesterday. Poor guy injured his tail-bone =|

Today went out to Seragoon gardens to chill and eat with Michael, Benito, Isaac, Glenn, Danielle, Nicholas and Audrey ! Haha

Audrey damn nice, rush down from School even though she's tired. (:

Spot the Handsome Devil again! (Hint: blue shirt blue shirt (: )

Thomas@12:59 AM
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